And I’ll pay for my sins when I get paid,
I’ll stop talking to girls when I get laid,
I should’ve gone home when I could but I stayed,
But then I never was the clever one.
‘Dressed me up in women’s clothes
Messed around with gender roles
Dye my eyes and call me pretty’
Cause I’ve been in search of some steadier footing, or just a place to call home
And I know that I’m introspective when broken,
But I’ve been spending most of my nights here alone
And that doesn’t scare me like it did a year ago
I’ll put my life back together in silence, while writing songs on Molly’s guitar
Suburbia, stop pushing, I know what I’m doing
(Source: jeuxdg)
Maybe some day, I’ll think of what to say
Maybe next time I’ll remember what to do
She looks like heaven, maybe this is hell
Said she’d do it all again, she’d promise not to tell!
And if I get drunk well, I’ll pass out
On the floor now baby
You won’t bother me no more
she said,
it’s okay boy cause you know
we’ll be go friends and I say
I think I’ll have myself a beer
I think I’ll have myself a beer
“What you know about being no sort of slave?
I know some kids who’d kill for this cage
But I never want to act my age
I’m a born again babe with a vague rage
Mewling and puking upon that page, okay?
So don’t ever get in my way”
“I Don’t Mind If You Forget Me” by Morrissey
I don’t mind
I don’t mind if you forget me
Having learned my lesson
I never left an impression on anyone
So now you send me your hardened ‘regards’
When once you’d send me ‘love’
Sincerely I must tell you
Your mild ‘best wishes’
They make me suspicious
I don’t mind
I don’t mind if you forget me
Having learned my lesson
I never left an impression on anyone
The pressure to change, to move on
Was strange
And very strong
So this is why I tell you
I really do understand
Bye bye
I don’t mind if you forget me
No no no no no no no
You can only be strong for so long
It may not eat you but it will beat you
So this is why I tell you
I really don’t understand
This time
Rejection is one thing
But rejection from a fool
Is cruel
Rejection is one thing
But rejection from a fool
Is cruel
And I don’t mind if you forget me
I don’t mind if you forget me
“Here, everybody’s friendly, but nobody’s friends. Oh dear God, when will I be where I should be?”
“I see the world, it makes me puke, but then I look at you and know that somewhere, there’s someone who can soothe me. To me you are a work of art, and I would give you my heart. That’s if I had one”
“This world, I am afraid, is designed for crashing bores
I am not one, I am not one
You don’t understand, you don’t understand
And yet you can, take me in your arms and love me
love me, and love me”
‘There’s a club if you’d like to go, you could meet somebody who really loves you. So you go and you stand on your own, and you leave on your own, and you go home and you cry and you want to die’
There is still nothing about myself I respect
Still haven’t done anything I did not later regret
I’ve a hand and a napkin when I’m looking for sex
And that’s no one to talk to when feeling depressed
And so now when I drink, I’m going to drink to excess
And when I smoke, I will smoke gaping holes in my chest
And when I scream, I will scream until I’m gasping for breath
And when I get sick, I will stay sick for the rest of my days
Peddling hate out of the back of a Chevy Express
Each one a fart in the face of your idea of success
And if this be thy will, then fucking pass me the cup
And I’m sorry, Dad, no, I’m not making this up
-Titus Andronicus
